Exhausting
I am tired.
I can’t stand all the demands and resposibilities; it’s almost unbearable.
20 years ago I’d have selected flight as response, but here and now, I’ve bindings, flight would affect them as well. I don’t wanna hurt anyone.
Fight isn’t an option as well, because you shall not fight, when you can’t win. And I can’t convinces myself, that I would or even could win.
Therefore, my body and mind has selected freeze as the only feasible option to respond to the actual situation. And i can’t do anything against this, regardless how much I try to resist.
Wer bin ich eigentlich??? Mental Health…